I thought we were in love.
2005-09-17 1:16 p.m.

i don't even know where to start. maybe this was meant to be. the guy i have been with for almost 5 years has broken up with me again and part of the reason was that he feels like he is holding me back from "maturing". Is he an asshole? I cant tell. I think so .. but he wants me to go out and get a 9-5 job like the rest of the fucking working slugs who hate their lives.. I dont want to be on of those people.

I guess i could even say that he wants me to go out and get a job that i absolutely hate so that i can be just as miserable as him.

this whole thing like makes me sick. I want to go crash my car into a telephone pole.